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January 18th, 2012

11:52 pm Got a new 2TB hard drive and an enclosure for my 1TB...I hope it really is the power source that's dead and not the actual drive...all my classic and new Who are there.TT In other news, KB(his new nickname-the guy I met) is making me about 75 % sure he is a playboy...he kinda goes out of his way to try too much to be romantic and says the type of things that sometimes you see in bad romance movies that make you roll your eyes and groan...yeah...normal people don't say things like that which is why I'm convinced he is just a bad boy....we will see though...meeting him friday... I bought some yogurt cultures online and am getting a yogurt maker from a friend for like 10 bucks so I home my yogurt will turn out better this time....damn I wish I had real yogurt now...TT P.S. My knee is killing me... Current Mood: cranky Tags: boyfriend, computer, food

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January 16th, 2012

05:56 pm It's hard not to spend a lot of time in bed when there is an electric blanket and it is snowing outside...ok...it was only a few snowflakes but still....why is it so cold? TT My plumber guy just left...fixed my toilet - YAY - and I finally have a working toilet again. ^^ Broke up with my boyfriend...he was being a jackass and at the club on Friday I saw him for 30 seconds, when he came to ask for money for a drink...didn't see him again for the next 4 hours. The next day when I told him I want to brake up, he claimed he didn't come over cause he saw me give my number to another guy and talk to two random guys... Two of the best guys I have ever met, amazing people, have been in that club under those circumstances. Plus if he didn't like it he should have come over and said something...instead he pretended I didn't exist for 4 hours. I had the two guys I was talking to keep coming over and asking where my boyfriend is and me keep saying I don't know, somewhere in the club...one even asked me if I'm sure he is my boyfriend and not just my sex friend...So, I broke it pretty simply down for him. He keeps hurting me, he makes me more sad than happy and I deserve better. He is not good enough for me...left it at that. It was yesterday... Since then I haven't gotten anything from him so I assume it's over....I do wish I had my key back. Anyway, one of the guys I met at the club(the other one was just his friend) is crazy about me. And he is pretty smart and pretty cool...last night we talked for about 3 hours and today it has been...*calculating* 9 and half hours....He speaks almost no English , because apparently has never been interested in it, but is now, since two days ago, studying his ass off and I am not sure if he bought it or illigially downloaded a program that costs about $1300 for translating....it's pretty good most of the time...as in full, complicated sentences that are perfect grammar....most of the time. So apparently he is connvinced that he has to use that while txting and study his ass off so we can talk...and wants to call me and all in all is acting as if he is head over heels for me...which I won't argue cause he is hot and pretty cool...plus funny and somewhat romantic(if first impression is anything to go by)...I'm meeting him friday... Current Mood: cold Current Music: F.T.Island - Heartache Tags: boyfriend, update

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December 25th, 2011

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September 21st, 2011

06:31 pm *sung to the tune of 12 days of Christmas* On the First day of Thailand we went to Bangkok city And we saw temples, palaces and Muy Thai On the Second day of Thailand we flew to Chiang Mai And we got an awesome hostel and walked around On the Third day of Thailand we rode elephants We hiked through the jungle to a tribe and then massage On the Fourth day of Thailand we got lost looking at temples and we went to Muy Thai and the market On the Fifth day of Thailand we played with tigers And we got massage and went to Muy Thai On the Sixth day of Thailand we got massage And we got on a long bus ride On the Seventh day of Thailand we were back in Bangkok And we spend the day in the biggest market in the world On the Eight day of Thailand our flight was canceled And we spend an extra night in Bangkok city On the Ninth day of Thailand we arrived in Shangmai, China And we found out we had to spend the night On the Tenth day of Thailand we got on a flight home And arrived safe and sound back home ~*~ This was supposed to be only 7 days...yeah....so that got all confused... Current Mood: hungry Tags: thailand, trip

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August 11th, 2011

07:56 pm I had two hamsters...a brown and a white one. The white one's name was Jack(he turned out to be the dominant) and the brown one's name was Ianto. Jack escaped from his cage today and either died jumping from the shelf, which was taller than me, or from a hit my cat might have given him trying to make him stop moving. Either way, I came home to find him dead, layed out on my table by my cat and licked(most likely to clean him or try to make him move) but not obviously physically harmed in any way....aka my cat didn't try to eat him. Anyway, I am upset about it because he was my favourite, he loved people and was super outgoing and poor Ianto is alone now but this is life... I will update on my Thailand trip this weekend. Current Mood: sad Tags: pets

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July 23rd, 2011

10:07 am - My body is waaaay past the experation date... So, I met JH yesterday for dinner. He didn't tell me before we went out that after dinner he will ditch me to go hang out with his friend...in fact he waited till the last minute so I was angry at him. I wasn't super angry-stop talking to him or yell at him or any of that bullshit but the look I gave him had him appologising for the next 15 minutes. He wanted to meet up the next day instead(today) after my plans with my friend(LB) but since I was angry I told him we will see and I might be busy...I know he will be waiting for me to call today... I am meeting LB for dinner and a movie. It was his birthday on Wed. and I totally forgot so this is my present to him. We will go watch Hoodwinked Too! So, I might have Peripheral neuropathy...aka my nerve endings are misfiring. My legs have been hypersensitive for the last week and they feel like they are sunburned(with no rash or redness), they have the pins and needles thing going all over them and then the random shots of electricity through my ankles and feet...I can't sleep for more than a few hours a night because of the pain and wake up with a bad headache...and because I didn't get enough sleep and woke up at 6am I am also feeling sick...yay? Going to the doctor on Monday. Today I wanted to get a haircut but we will see...I might just avoid going out in the wonderful rainy and gloomy weather... T^T I hate rainy season!!! Current Mood: sick

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July 22nd, 2011

01:34 am - There are so many times I wish teleporting existed... BTW, Tex, if you are still keeping up with this journal, thank you SO much!!! I will try my best to start updating again...life tends to happen but I have appreciated SO much the fact that except for my mom there is someone else out there on that continent that gives a damn about what is happening in my life...I will really try harder. >.< promise!!! Also, I will be in 'gula for x-mas this year...^^ I have promised my mom and even if the ticket costs me 2000 dollars, which it might, I WILL be there!!! for a whole week!!!! ^^ Current Mood: cold Tags: friends

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12:32 am - December-March Life has been pretty strange for the last half a year... December: My ankle decided that all those years of twisting my ankles should have left a mark and as it turned out they partially tore a liggament...which meant I couldn't walk for the longest time. My boss decided to be a bitch and not let me have any sick days even though it was in my contract because they have to make an appointment for a teacher to replace me and the parents might wonder what happened to me... My love life was also insane during December. Dong Hyun introduced me to his friends who were convinced we were going out and he didn't correct them and then we went out on several unoficial dates...he kept leading me on and not doing anything about it...One of my friends introduced me to a friend of his that I really liked and could have become a really good boyfriend but the guy decided that he felt too uncomfortable going out with me when he didn't have enough money to have a girlfriend even though I don't give a damn about money... Ryan spend x-mas with me and I was very grateful since Dong Hyun canceled on spending it with me and I was kinda upset having a second x-mas without my mom. January: H. came back from Canada and I went on a ski trip on which I did not ski since it is me and I might brake something...I went to the casino there and WOW is it weird...there is NO alcohol allowed... My love life was none existant...It was also cold as hell but I did find a new job and the boss seemed very impressed with me. I finished Star Gate, FINALLY, and watched many movies. I finished Playful Kiss, which was below mediocre but I loved one of the characters...until the last few episodes when they put an AWESOME foreigner in.^^ I also found Candy Candy....FINALLY!!!! After 10 years of searching I finally found it and watched it again...OMG SO BAD and SO MANY BAD LESBIAN JOKES!!!! I saw Yatren's yoga studio, which ended up being pretty awesome. February: In the beginning of the month I went to Seoul, we had an awesome trip planned...it was great, I learned all the details of the hotail bathroom-I had a stomach virus for the 5 days we were there....damn!!!! Met Dong Hyun a few times and got him a Valentines day present. Met a few guys at Frog(a club) and exchanged phone numbers. H. decided she should start giving nicknames to them...so I met Cupcake. ^^ He turned out to be 21...Korean age...^^;; We only danced, made out, and exchanged phone numbers...I never saw him again. End of the month was graduation for my students and then my last day. YAY March: I met up with Dong Hyun, who pretty much told me that he can't have a girlfriend until he has a job. I deicded to give up on him. I also met up with Rose and Iseul(whom I got presents for the baby). H. and I met KS and he has turned out to be a pretty cool friend. I met SH at btb...H. decided his nickname will be Loverboy so from now on he will be LB...^^ At first I thought he would be a cute kid to be friends with, he is 24 Korean age, but then I started hanging out with him and really liked him. JC came back from Australia and I was super excited. I started my new job and he helped me move and get all the other stuff I needed from E-mart. I missed him very much. My new job had a pretty nice beginning. I started working in afterschool programs in two different schools that are 20 mins from my house. It would have been closer except I wanted to live in Manchon again since it was pretty close to everything more or less...they ended up finding me two apartments. The first was a tiny studio, on the 6th floor which was a women's only floor(huh???). It was super close to the subway too but again...super small... The second apartment was two rooms with a huge bathroom and a balcony. It was on the second floor of a pretty old building, there used to be two other foreigners living in it(omg dirty). On a HUGE hill, about ten mins. from the subway...as it turned out it was the hill NEXT to H.'s house. As in 3 mins walk. Also, the second apartment was 20 bucks more than the tiny one so ofcourse I picked the two room. I had my house warming party during which we ate curry and chicken, played cards and I got a WHOlE bunch of toilet paper. ^^ In March I also met another guy at the club. H. decided to nickname him Rooster because of the dance he was doing. I ended up going on a date with him. He took me to his university and then to a DVD room...which are famous for being places for people to go and make out and have sex...so we go in and he chooses a movie...Turns out that movie is practically a porno. It is about a guy hustling and living and having sex with rich women...there was sex from the very beginning and there was NO sheet to cover them up...SO MUCH DETAIL...now everyone else would have been shocked or disgusted or any of those...he was shocked...I died laughing. ^^ I found it SO amusing!!! We ended up making out but I wouldn't have sex with him...didn't see him again ^^;; My favourite coffee shop closed in March. T^T Current Mood: sick Current Music: Victor Victoria movie Tags: boyfriend, catch up, dramas, movies

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October 22nd, 2010

12:59 pm I have signed up for kickboxing. Three times per week for 3 months-$180. The instructor is REALLY hot and nice...and he pushes me HARD! I went there with S the first time but she chickened out and went home. I killed myself that day...next day I went with H and while she was getting the lighter version of training, I was getting killed again. Yesterday I went again and that time it was just stretching. There was no way I could do anything, I could barely walk. The stretching did me some good, though, and now I am feeling better and can move a little better. The people there are really nice and I will definitly be going all three times per week and maybe just hang out sometimes just for the hell of it. They want to be friends and I am ALL FOR IT!!! We are all eating DokkBoki on monday together, in November one of the coaches has a fight in Seoul so we will go cheer him on and we are talking about all of us going on a trip this winter to ski and snowboard...I will be taking pictures. ^^ A mom went crazy yesterday and decided to raise hell...I was convinced I would get fired but I have missed that bullet. Her daughter said I tapped her on the forehead 3 times and she was offended. My boss was pissed, my supervisor almost yelled at me and implied I will be fired for this. Then they took out the video and all you can see is me putting a sticker on a whole bunch of kids' foreheads...so, now my boss is all nice telling me not to worry about it and my supervisor is saying I shouldn't apologise that it is ok and it is not my fault...I am ready to be out of here. 4 more months...^^ So, I got a txt from Dee on Tuesday. Completely random. I asked him how he got my number, since I never gave it to him, and he said that he saved it the first night he met me...thing is, it IS possible...he still didn't get it from me though. He probably got it from his friend, the director. ^^ Either way, we have been txting a few times per day, proabably more after next monday(his last exam)... I am going to go and eat cheese cake now. I wanted some yesterday and then forgot to get some plus my stomach hurt. P.S. I am going to the Opera tonight with the Bulgarian I met at my YMCA class. ^^ He is cool and while I think he will be a cool friend he is one of those people that tries to act young but is actually acting older than his 43 years so I can't really see myself hanging out with him for more than opera or theater or class. ^^ It's ok though, because I have someone to go to the opera with now. ^^ P.S.P.S. I have been happy since last night and the endorphins. ^^ Current Mood: chipper Current Music: THSK - Tea for Two Tags: boyfriend, food, friends, job, update

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October 17th, 2010

11:29 pm Saturday I went with H to meet one of the guys that we met last week with the director guy...well, I was convinced it was supposed to be a date between him(lets call him Bruce) and H but she disagreed so I had to go with her...mainly I was going because I was hoping that his friend(lets call him Dee) would show up. Well, we get there and Bruce is all alone, dressed for a date. >.< He sees us come and first thing he does is pick up the phone and tell his friend that he needs to show up 'cause H brough her friend. Well, eventually Dee showed up but the whole night he looked like he didn't really want to be there. To be fair, he has exams this week so he was studying his ass off and wanted to go back to studying but had to hang out with us instead. So, I was sad(I was hoping he will ask for my number this time or show more interest) and at the same time I felt bad for him. There may or may not be a next time to meet him. T.T H is interested in Bruce so if he asks her again she will agree to a real date which means I won't be needed and neither would be Dee...T.T On Thursday, I made a new friend. A random guy that started talking to me on the street and wanted to practice his English so we hanged out talking in the park by my house for half an hour, then I gave him my number and went home. Well, I was supposed to meet up with him tomorrow, which he was totally going for a date there >.<, but he canceled because of work, it's midterms. Well, I am a little happy about it because while he is cool and would be a nice person to hang out with, I can't date him. He is 32 and very attractive, if a little short(2 or 3 inches under me), which isn't a problem for me. What the problem is, is that he is REALLY religious. He didn't watch Avatar because he heard it was Anti-christian. His favourite book is a Success Story about a preacher from Texas...yeah...SO not gonna happen!!! I think he is convinced it will though so when I do meet him, probably next week, I will have to disabuse him of that idea. >.< I can be friends with a really religious person, no prob, I just can't date them... So, I found 3 Doctor Who books at Buy the Book that are the 10th Doctor and Donna...I have only one thing to say about them...I am SO glad they were not all written by the same person. I am reading "The Doctor Trap" and while I know it is pretty much fanfiction in print form, it is SO BAD!!!! IT IS A BAD FANFIC!!!! NOOOOOO T.T I am not sure I will be able to finish it. I just got to chapter two and am already wondering WHEN WILL THIS BE OVER?! The plot is good but the writing sucks!!! I am hoping the other books are better... Also, I have become a grandma...I am going to bed at 11:30pm...and on Friday night I was in bed at 10pm...T.T P.S. I love this song(my current music) and Dee had a CD in his car with an old 90s song I really like and then this song's english version...^^ <3 Current Mood: drained Current Music: 박재범 [2PM] - 믿어줄래 (Nothin' On You) (Full Melody Korean ver.)

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October 14th, 2010

05:53 pm Oh wow, I just realized that it has been exactly a month since I updated last...that is kinda weird...^^ Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Battles - The Line

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05:51 pm I SOOO haven't updated in a while. Mainly 'cause I update on facebook so much more...it's faster and all that. I will try to update here but we will see. I have no boyfriend at the moment, the last 2 disappeared. ^^; I met a few other guys but I don't think anything will come out of it. On the other hand, I have had nights in all week and am happy about it, caught up on sleep and all that. Tonight I might be hanging out with Heather and Jin Taek but we will see. I had a guy randomly walk up to me and ask if he can walk with me for a while and talk 'cause he wanted to practice his English. I said sure and then we just sat in the part talking for about half an hour. He might become a friend but definitly not boyfriend material for me...TOO Christian...he didn't watch Avatar because he heard it was Anti-Christian...--.--; I HAVE made friends with D, the person working for S, and it turns out that he is actually American, even if his family is Korean. He was born on American soil. So, he is here now studying with a student visa but if he doesn't get married here he will have to go back to the states...he hasn't really taught about it. I finished Doctor Who, I am finally caught up. Now I can catch up on Merlin and Supernatural, which is about 2 episodes of each, and then I will start on Iris with House in between...my list of shows keeps growing instead of shrinking with me watching them...and I have not even thought about when to start on Classic Who... I still need to beta a fic but I keep forgetting about it and remembering at the worst time like when I am at work or when I am going to sleep...one of these days I will do it, I SWEAR!!! In other news...my cat is fat and the meds are helping him a bit with the cold but not as much as they should...plus they are making him hungrier... I am feeling my usual lonely self but that is mainly because of the whole "I want a boyfriend" issue...and no, this is not an I NEED a boyfriend, this is just an I WANT one... Lastly, I need a winter jacket...it gets pretty cold here at night and I can't wear the awesome jacket my mom got me because it is awesome but it is just a fall one...and I get COLD damn it. Problem is, even though I am willing to spend about $200 for a nice one, they are not selling them right now...it is too warm for winter jackets, they think...stupid Koreans and the whole being used to cold thing!!! >.< Now back to avoiding work... Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Sia - My Love

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September 14th, 2010

03:39 pm - What doesn't kill us makes us stronger but often we wish it HAD killed us! 12 days later I have been abandoned once again...don't know what's up with me. To recap: H was not interested in Ji-Hwan, and Seon-Woong was really interested in me. We watched Killers instead of Inception and it was pretty good. We went out drinking and played drinking games and the boys kept loosing and downing the alcohol. We got a ride back in the HOT HOT HOT Genisis Coupe and Seon-Woong decided to walk me home from where he stopped the car, about 4 minutes walk. At the door to my apartment building, he gave me a hug and in a very Korean fashion(as in back in middle school) he told me he wanted to be my boyfriend. I told him he had to pass a kissing test(to which he made an 80 out of 100 with extra 5 points for being adaptable). Then I send him home. I know, shocking to all of you, including me. Next day I hanged out with H 'cause Seon-Woong was at the hospital with his grandma and then with his family. At 12:30 that night he finally txted me that he was out of the dinner thing and was in the park. I mentioned that H and I were in the park too but the one downtown, about half an hour away, and his responce was to say wait a minute and then show up randomly half an hour later. It was awesomely random. ^^ On Sunday, H and I went to the Jazz concert only to show up too late as it was finishing. Seon-Woong called at 7:30(he had slept all day) and then it turns out he got sick. We made a date that week for Thursday for which we were both super excited. On Wednesday my boss told me that there was a complain about me from one of the moms, for something stupid that I said sorry for and that was an accident, but because they got so many complaints about me(4 in the last week even though 3 were things I had been doing for 3 months and they never said anything), if they get one more complaint I will be fired. Fuck this!!! On Thursday, I got ready for my date(still sick with a high temperature) and I was dressed and ready. Half an hour after he got off work, he txted me. He said he has to cancel because something bad happened in his family and because of his sister he has been at the police station for the last 6 hours. He said he would give me the details the next day. That was the last time I heard from him. It is now Tuesday and I have not heard one peep. I tried txting and asking if he is ok but nothing. So I am giving up on him. What I want to know is, WTF is wrong with me that all the guys here disappear on me... and dude, this one wins on timing. We haven't had a single date with just the two of us yet and he already ditches me...WTF!!!! In other news, I busted my knee at work. It is not broken just badly bruised and I can barely walk, sitting or going down stairs is practically impossible. So, I canceled on band practice...the subway and the walk there would kill me probably. H is going home next week for a week because her grandpa is really sick and she wants to see him. The doctors don't give him more than a few weeks. It is incredibly sad and it makes me feel shitty. I helped her find cheap tickets yesterday. My mom is coming on Sat. I am spending the day in Busan with H and her new, awesome, boyfriend. I will feel lonely I think but I do want to hang out with both of them. ^^ Then we will pick up my mom. My cat is still sick so he will spend most of next week on the balcony. Also, my mom and I are not going to Jeju 'cause I couldn't find any tickets under $200 that were available. Instead we are going for the day in Busan, Daegu, Busan and then maybe for 2 days in Seoul. There will be no one here to watch my cat so we can't be there more than 2 days but I know my mom won't care. ^^ She will be happy to be here with me, that is all. ^^ I have a headache but only 2 classes left, which is awesome btw. I am about to drink some Earl Gray and am debating on whether or not to walk downstairs to get snacks...I want some 'cause emotionally I feel like shit but my knee won't let me I think...What is it with the MIAs I want to know!!! Current Mood: cranky Current Music: 환희 - 떠나지마

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September 2nd, 2010

10:43 pm Date tomorrow with Seon-Woong. I am not sure, and neither is she, if H is interested in Seon-Woong's friend-Ji Hwan. So, we went shopping for a dress for her today and for shoes. I am super excited for the date. To be fair, it is not officially a date but it is me, Seon-Woong, Heather and Ji-Hwan whom she has been txting back and forward with for the last 2 weeks. Not as much as Seon-Woong and I but close enough. We are going to watch Inception...kinda sounds like a double date to me but we'll see. ^^ Wish me luck... P.S. Don't know if I mentioned but T-man is apparently dating someone...his not ready for a relationship lasted 2 weeks. I am kinda upset about, was more upset when he told us, but I am getting over it. ^^ p.S.P.S. For some bezire reason at 7pm tonight I was EXHAUSTED and still am...T.T Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Dream - ヒマワリ Tags: boyfriend, update

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August 31st, 2010

06:00 pm So, lets separate this weekend: Friday: We met Seon-Woong and two of his friends: Ji-Hwan and Chang-ui. They took us to Magkoli(a tradishinal sweet alcohol that I hated) and after some Magkoli and peach Soju(that was for me) we went to Noreban. Seon-Woong danced for us, the Rainism song by Rain and Mirotic by Dong Bang Shin Gi. During Rainism he decided to rip his shirt open while he was dancing, right after he danced on the pole. It was AWESOME. He kept hunting for the buttons afterwards. ^^ Sat: Play, visited T-man at his end of service party and met Eddie(just mentioning it 'cause he was REALLY hot and we have informed T-man we want him at coffee with us ^^). Ate apple pie, home made by S, and spend the whole night txting with Seon-Woong Sunday: Hanged out with the new Teachers T and D and they are pretty awesome. Scared them shitless and made them feel better about other things. Spend the whole night txting with Seon-Woong Monday: H and I had coffee, it was crazy at work, and we spend 3 hours straight walking. Was texting with Seon-Woong from 4pm until about 1 am. Tuesday(today)- I talked to S who apparently was contacted by Jin. I now know the reason he abbandoned me. Apparently he was too ashamed by the fact that his English is not perfect and there was so much he wanted to tell me when he was with me but couldn't find the words so he could take it anymore and ditched. Instead of talking to me about and explaining that he got frustrated with not being able to say everything he wants. I never had any trouble understanding him and he never even tried to talk about anyting serious. When I tried, he would change the subject so I stopped trying. He didn't give a damn enough to tell me or try harder and it hurts to know that. He does concider it his own damn fault, which is good because it TOTALLY is but he didn't think I was worth the try or the fight and just gave up and that hurts. I am not completely over him, obviously, I can't look at a picture of him without feeling pain so hearing this hurts but I will get over it. Having other guys interested in me helps. ^^ I just hope I don't see him in person atleast for the next damn year. It will take me a while to get over someone I was in love with... If I do see him I will be heart broken again...I know I would be if I saw him in person now... Anyway, Seon-Woong and I have been texting all day today as well and will probably all night tonight as well. Anyone seeing a pattern here? ^^ He is really sweet, really outgoing and not afraid to be seen with a foreigner or to talk to us. He loves Star Wars and Lord of the Rings(apparently he read all the books....^^; I didn't) he loves the music I like, which right now is Korean Pop, loves Harry Potter, games(of course, it IS Korea) loves reading and we have lots in common...he loves Ginny Weasely which might be a problem but with work we can get past it. ROFL We kind of may or may not have plans for this coming weekend to go watch Inception, including H, Ji-Hwan and maybe Chang-ui. ^^ H is convinced he is smitten with me and really I am starting to believe it too from some of his messages. ^^ I plan on spending the rest of the day at home, probably cleaning, and watching Supernatural. The weather here is crappy, typhoons coming, and I have been trying to do my laundry for the last 2 days but the washing machine sucks ass. Wish me luck...^^ P.S. I was kind of expecting news from Jin about now, mainly because there is a new interest and my life is a Korean drama...and I was right...>.<; Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Untouchable - You Live In My Heart Tags: boyfriend, food, update, work

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August 27th, 2010

10:14 am Wow, it's been 10 days since I updated. Nothing big has happened really. T-man was weird for a little while about the whole me asking him out thing and now he is over it I think. I have not seen him since but we have both been REALLY busy. At school I am going crazy trying to make schedules, write reports, write lesson plans for the next month and a whole bunch other stuff because the new semester starts next week. T.T I am meeting a random Korean guy today. ^^ Last weekend him and his buddy approached H and I and with the amazing pickup line"Do you know Rain(a singer)? I can do the dance for you" they got our numbers. We are watching the guy dance tonight and then they are taking us out for drinks. I am sooo excited because I know it will be hularious! The guys who is dancing - Woong - is mostly interested in me and H is not a fan of guys who have dyed their hair. His hair is copper brown, it looks really good, but she is not a fan. She gave him her number hoping he will give it to his friend...which he did. ^^ My mom is buying her ticket this week and coming in 21 days....^^ Current Mood: crazy Current Music: the brilliant green - It Really Makes My Day!

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August 17th, 2010

10:09 am So, I decided not to wait for T-man to catch the drift especially since I was convinced he just doesn't get it so I told him that I was interested in him...and got rejected...SO did not see that one coming. ^^ The way he acts, he practically acts like my boyfriend already...and he told me he really has to think about it because he isn't really ready to have a relationship...so yeah, I have been rejected by both guys I was interested in. ^^ I am sad about it but I will get over it 'cause atleast I don't have to loose T-man as a friend. It will be a little hard for me to be around him until I get over it though... Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Travis - Quite Free

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August 12th, 2010

10:13 am Nothing interesting has happened lately...unless you count a kid bleeding on me yesterday...He got kicked in the face by one of the other kids, you see, and his nose started bleeding...all over me. I was a wreck by the end of the day. I kept taking pills for headaches and kept getting them again when the next class came. I felt better once I took a nap at home. In the last 3 days I have finished 2 books and am on my third one. I finished the third Mercy Thompson book and read the Alchemist. Now I am on Orphans of Chaos which is a REALLY weird book. I am a quarter in and I have NO FUCKING CLUE as to what is going on or what the characters are talking about half the time. It's still interesting though so I will try and finish it. Things with T-man are on a stand still. He got pissed on Sat. because H and I abandoned him at Thursday Party, a bar, since he was drinking and I was getting upset so we said we are going to go and hang out with Ryan...he got EXTREMELY jealous...he wouldn't even look at me after we said that. We ended up just hanging out in the park, H and I, and got approached by a guy under the pretense that he wanted lessons in English. He went away after a while then came back and gave his phone # to H. She speaks some Korean and I pretended I don't speak any. Then he followed us to a cab and it was creepy and funny at the same time. I asked T-man out for coffee, only the 2 of us, twice but he canceled twice because of work and stuff. He said he felt bad about canceling so I told him he can invite me next time, and he said "Why not, you are one of my best friends." So, I am thinking he is not longer interested. To be fair, he still calls me every day after he gets off work and we talk pretty much all day while I am at work and it is possible he doesn't know that in western culture if you say that after someone says you should invite them out that is pretty much a rejection...so yeah, I may or may not have been rejected...I am thinking yes and am a little depressed about it but I'll get over it. Time to find a boyfriend that will care ^^ Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: 2AM - Never Let You Go (죽어도 못 보내)

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