InsaneJournal

Current mood:

cold

I hate being the bitch that tells her friend that he is being treated like shit and that he knows it and that he needs to grow a backbone and end it...and a lot of the time I hate the fact that I have to be blunt about it as well. Yes, I would like to be able to hint at it and for them to get the hint and get out of the bad relationship and every time I try that, it is too late for them to get the damn hint. I hate wondering if they will even speak to me again after everything I have said but I aslo know that it needed saying and that if they take my advice and never talk to me again, it would still be worth it because they will no longer be in that pain. Sometimes I hate myself for being honest or for wanting to be honest. I hate myself for hurting others with the truth but someone has to tell it and most people don't have the balls for it while I have a natural incline towards telling it as I see it. And yet, I always doubt my choice of truth. Is it really better? I know people don't want to hear the truth so then, why do I do it? Why do I not lie through my teeth like everybody else...yes, I am depressed a little, whatever. I am also freezing and I just told one of my friends that he needs to dump his girlfriend of three years because she treats him like shit and he knows it and he doesn't deserve to be treated like that...I don't want to loose him as a friend and I might very well but I can't sit and watch him fall deeper into depression because of her and know that I have never said anything...Sometimes I hate my sense of justice...